Monday, January 4, 2016

The Fruit of Desire

Eve took that bite of the forbidden fruit eager to know more, to expand her mind and take in all that increased knowledge had to offer.   Oh, the promises that held.  In her quest, she lost her joy and, ultimately, her life.  She took all of humanity down with her.

How appropriate is the symbol of an apple on my devices as they call to me, offering expanded knowledge and all the secrets of the universe.   I have but to give myself to them and they will open my mind and fill me with knowledge and experiences one mere mortal man could never before have known.

And what of the cost?   Is it possible the unrelenting call of the limitless knowledge and experiences of the internet can steal my joy as I live, not in the moment, but in some cardboard virtual replication of life?   Has the proffered freedom to do and be what I desire whenever I desire become the tyranny of the never ending need to feed my desire?  Has Satan's delicious looking fruit once more sent humanity astray?  At the end of my days, will I look back and cherish the things I've seen and heard through a tiny glass window?  Or will I, instead, mourn the loss of the joy of warm human companionship, the teasing  lights of sun and shade as I stroll along with my mind travelling as freely and effortlessly as the spring breeze.  

In the final evaluation, is more always better?  
~Vicky

Sunday, February 17, 2008

Heading Home


I have changed my URL to a more personal address. See you there!

On Being Politically Correct



I would love to have the courage and freedom, as the little boy in the following story, to stand tall and say "But the Emperor has no clothes!" as I am right now aware of an Emperor strutting around in just such imaginary finery. The people are saying "yes, if only I were more worthy, I could see..." **sigh** What is really bothering me right now, I am standing among the crowd of those saying "yes, yes, I see", yet knowing their feelings of unworthiness because they do not see. I only pray that God will keep my eyes open that I may never BE that Emperor.

Unfortunately, as in the story, the little boy MUST be silenced for it is considered heartless to tell the Emperor he is wearing no clothes! Better for the crowd to take on the shame of seeing him naked and feeling responsible than to let the truth be said so the sucker can put some clothes on.

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Many years ago there lived an Emperor who cared so much for fine clothes that he spent all his money upon them. He gave no thought to his soldiers nor to the affairs of his empire. He had a new coat for every hour of the day and spent most of his time riding through the streets that everyone might see his handsome clothes.

One day there came to the city two rogues who set themselves up as weavers. They said they knew how to weave the most wonderful cloth in the world. The patterns and the colors were marvelously beautiful, they said; but the cloth could not be seen by anyone who was stupid or unfit for his office.

"I must have some clothes made from this cloth," thought the Emperor. "When I wear them, I shall find out what men in my empire are not fit for their places. I shall know the clever men from the dunces. Those weavers must be brought to me at once."

So the two rogues came to the palace. The Emperor gave them a vast sum of money that they might begin their work without delay.

The rogues immediately put up two great looms, and pretended to be working. They called for the finest silks and the brightest gold, but these they put into their pockets. They worked steadily at the empty looms until far into the night.

Day after day the Emperor could hear the rattling of the looms. He became very curious to see the wonderful clothes; and he decided to send someone to find how the weavers were getting on. But he remembered that no one who was stupid or was unfit for his office could see the cloth.

"I will send my faithful old Minister to the weavers," thought the Emperor. "He is a very clever man, and no one is more worthy of his office than he."

So the good old Minister went into the room where the two rogues sat working at the empty looms. He stared and stared, and opened his eyes wide.

"Mercy on us!" he thought. "I can't see a thing." But he said nothing at all.

"Step a little nearer," said the rascals. "Is not this a beautiful pattern? And the colors - are they not wonderful?" And they pointed to the empty looms.

The poor old Minister put on his spectacles, and bent over the looms; but he could see nothing, for there was nothing to see!"

"Mercy!" he said to himself. "Is it possible that I am unfit for my office? Certainly no one must know it. Am I a dunce? It will never do say that I can not see the stuff!"

"Well, sir, what do you think of it?" asked one of the rogues.

"Oh, it is charming - beautiful," said the old Minister, as he peered through his spectacles. "The colors are gorgeous and the pattern is very fine. I shall tell the Emperor that I am much pleased with your work."

"We are glad indeed to hear you say so," said the rascals. And they went on talking of the cloth. They named the colors, and described the peculiar pattern. The old Minister listened carefully, for he wished to repeat to the Emperor all that was said.

Soon the rogues began to ask for more silk and more gold thread to use in their work. All that was given to them they put into their pockets. Not a single strand of silk was ever put on the loom.

The Emperor sent another faithful friend to see the cloth and inquire how soon the clothes would be ready. But this man fared no better than the Minister. He stood before the empty looms, and looked and looked and looked, but he saw no cloth.

"Is not this beautiful stuff?" asked the two rogues. And then they praised the gorgeous coloring and explained the peculiar pattern, which was not there at all.

"Dear, dear!" thought the man. "Surely I am not stupid. It must be that I am unfit for my office. That is very strange. But I must not let it be known."

"Ah!" said he. "The design is most unusual; and the color is marvelous. I shall tell the Emperor what fine progress you are making."

Soon every one in the city was talking about the wonderful cloth that the two weavers were making. The Emperor thought that he would like to see the beautiful cloth while it was still upon the looms. With a number of his courtiers he went to visit the two rogues, who were weaving rapidly day after day without any thread.

Among the courtiers were the two men who had already been there. They thought that the others would see something upon the empty looms, so they began to cry out at once, "Look, your Majesty. Do you see the beautiful design? And the color - is it not gorgeous?"

"What is this?" thought the Emperor. "I see nothing at all! Am I not fit to be Emperor? Am I a dunce? If that were known, I should be deposed."

"Yes, yes, it is very pretty," said the Emperor aloud. "I could not be better pleased."

He smiled and nodded his head, and stared at the empty looms. His courtiers, too, looked and looked, but saw no more than the others. Yet they all cried, "It is wonderful." And they asked the Emperor to wear a suit made from this cloth in a great procession that was soon to take place.

The Emperor gave each of the rogues a royal badge to wear, and called them the Imperial Court Weavers.

As the day of the procession came nearer, the two rogues worked with might and main. They were up the whole of the night before, and kept more than sixteen candles burning.

Through the shining windows the people could see them hard at work. They took yards of nothing down from the empty looms. They made cuts in the air with big scissors. They sewed strong stitches without any thread; and at last they said, "The clothes are ready."

The Emperor, with his grandest courtiers, went to put on his new suit.

The rogues lifted their arms as if holding something. "See!" they said. "Here is the coat! Here is the cape! Here are the trousers! The cloth is as light as a spider's web. You may move as freely as if you had nothing on. That is the beauty of it."

"It is marvelous," said the courtiers. And yet all the time they saw nothing, for there was nothing.

"Will your Majesty be pleased to take off your suit?" asked the rogues. "Then we will put on the new garments before the long mirror."

The Emperor took off his clothes, and the rogues pretended to put on each new garment as it was ready. They wrapped him about, they buttoned and they tied.

"How well his Majesty looks in his new suit!" said his courtiers. "What a becoming style! What beautiful colors!"

The Emperor turned round and round before the mirror, and looked and looked, and nodded his head.

"They are waiting outside with the canopy which is to be carried over your Majesty during the procession," said one of his officers.

"I am ready," said the Emperor. He gave one last look in the mirror, as if he were admiring his new finery.

The two men who were to carry the train of the Emperor stooped down to the floor, as if picking up something; and then they held their hands high in the air and moved forward. They did not dare let it be known that they saw nothing.

The Emperor marched along under the handsome canopy, and all his officers marched behind him, in gorgeous clothes. But the people in the streets and at the windows gazed only at the Emperor, for they all wanted to see the wonderful cloth.

"How handsome the Emperor's clothes are!" they all cried. "What a perfect fit! What marvelous colors!"

No one would say that he could see nothing, for that would have proved him very stupid and unfit for his office. No clothes of the Emperor had ever been so much admired.

"But he has nothing on!" said a little child.

"Hush! Hush!" said its father.

But the people began to whisper to one another what the child had said; "He has nothing on! A child says he has nothing on!"

Soon all the people were saying aloud, "But, he has nothing on!"

The Emperor hear what they said, and he shivered, for he knew that their words were true. But it would never do to stop the procession; and so he held himself stiffer than ever. And behind him his officers carried the invisible train.

Rewritten by Hans Christian Andersen from an old Spanish story

Sunday, February 3, 2008

There's COLD in Indiana


I'm just throwing this up for all you warm weather folks. This is where we live. I have a bike in the shed that I bought with my paper route money before I could drive a car. I don't think I want a paper route, OR a bike at the moment. :)

Saturday, February 2, 2008

Top 10 Reasons My Christmas Tree is Still Up


Here we go....the top 10 reasons my Christmas tree is still up...

10. It's the only green plant in the house I don't have to remember to water.
09. We don't use the living room, and I keep forgetting it's there.
08. It makes a great night light when our daughter brings her friends over.
07. It makes me feel like I'm ahead of the game for next Christmas.
06. If I take it down I have to rearrange the furniture in the living room.
05. We're waiting on Paige to get old enough to enjoy this year's tree.
04. I can't remember where I put the storage boxes.
03. Ame and I are going for the record for "...who's Christmas tree was up longest this year."
02. It's cold and snowy, it might as well seem like Christmas.
01. My life keeps getting interrupted (see last night's blog).

And my final answer is...Life is so full this year, I keep forgetting Christmas has already come and gone!

Friday, February 1, 2008

A Quiet Evening

Toni called while I was still at work and let me know the power was out. The power just came back on at 10:30pm. Brrrrrrrr!

I've since learned a transformer blew, putting out power for miles and miles around.

We drove to the nearby Martin's (who still had power) for supper. They have the best salad bar around. I heated some water in their microwave to warm a bottle for Paige. I filled it with eight ounces of formula and three tablespoons of rice cereal, just to make sure she didn't soon get hungry. I think she downed it in her sleep. Meanwhile, Mom called from Florida to give us the lodown on our power outage here in Indiana, along with the temperature forecast. :) We couldn't hang around Martin's all evening, so we headed on home.

We celebrated as we saw the lights and TVs glowing through the windows of the homes...until we turned onto the road to our home. Blackness. The sound of generators. (We've just got to get one of those.)

We had an early night. I tucked Paige into bed beside me. She was wearing a sleeper, a two piece sweater set with a hood, two blankets. I ended up covering her with an additional sheet, comforter, and blanket. I spent the evening checking to make sure she wasn't too cold or too hot. Checking to make sure the blankets weren't over her face, and that she was still breathing. The little angel woke up for me (barely) to feed her at Martins, and slept pretty much the rest of the time. I'll tell you what...that NEVER happens. :)

Dad called a couple of times from Florida to make sure we were OK. He'd talked with my brother about how they could help out since my brother's power came back on at 6:00 pm. (The electric company always DID like him best! :)

Toni's on her way home and I'm more than ready to crawl into bed, get all warm and toasty and call it an evening.

Oh...and I was going to do a post tonight of the top 10 reasons my Christmas tree is still up. TONIGHT just went to the top of the list.

Thursday, January 31, 2008

To Cold for Goodwill


This one's for those who live in the warmer climates. (And I mean you, Danielle. ;)

It's been a cold January. It's been a really cold January. This is a picture from the local Martin's Supermarket parking lot. The parking lots and roads are ice covered, all laws of courteous driving are thrown to the wind, and everyone is most concerned with nothing more than getting home to their own warm house, or at least making it through the maze of slow-moving traffic to their own destination. You have those going a careful 20 miles per hour, and those trying to whip along at 40 and banking that they won’t hit a patch of black ice.

Yes, the world is a veritable frozen tundra, a wasteland. But what might amaze me most of all is the fact that it is sooo cold there is not a mattress, beat up old couch or defunct television to be seen around the Goodwill drop-off at the end of the parking lot. Normally you will find, at the very least, a three-legged futon dumped below the sign that reads "Do Not Leave Anything Outside the Goodwill Box". Now THAT'S cold!

Not to change the subject, whatever the subject might be, but did you realize that the word “joy” appears 96 times in the Bible? (NKJV) It seems that over this cold month of January, a certain coldness has also come over my heart. I’ve found it more and more difficult to find the joy, even though I have so much for which to be joyful. I don’t know why that is. I mentioned to Tim tonight that what I remember most growing up in church was hearing about being humble, long-suffering, a sinner saved by grace, deserving of nothing because of my fallen condition at birth. Some kind of worm, destined to search for a way out of this hole of guilt in which I was born. I don’t know that’s what I was taught, but it’s what I feel I was taught. Interspersed in there somewhere, I’ve been told that God wants me to be joyful…in a guilty kind of way.

So “guilt” is mentioned 38 times. “Sorrow” is mentioned 70 times. But I find “joy” mentioned 96 times in the Bible. Doesn’t that tell me that joy should outweigh guilt, or even sorrow, in my life?

So, I have decided to spend the month of February pursuing that word “joy” through the Bible, and just maybe see if God has something to tell me about joy in my own life.